The Same Him
So, I write again with all of my sadness Crawling into me. Everytime I wanna write, I go back on saying, "I'll be alright." Still, I looked around and saw him Then I began to asked myself, "Why always him? The that him?" I know that I realized he had changed. She matters to him a lot, That's why she will be everywhere he is. That's why she will be every moment he spent. That's why she is important to him, Since I left him. Somehow, I thought I was wrong on leaving. But the only reason was, He never had the ability to see me as who I am. Thus, he treated me like his past girls. Somewhat, I played sad song and told myself to let go. Because I've had enough. But I know I don't. The day I depart, Marked as the day I am nobody for him. The struggle is, Why can't he be the same for me? The same him, The one that I leave, The one that changed, became a better man, The one that I love the most. Oh, dear. ...