My Words My Melody

Bala Tentara dan Balada Cinta.

"He smiled at me, and he continued the song, ' ...it might not a bad thing to fall in love with me. . ' then he kissed my smile. At the moment I knew that I fell for the right man." -"Arvena : The Oldest of The Twelves"   *coming soon*

I am mad. Mad to everyone. I am down. Broken inside. I want to burn everything. Let all black. I fell for guys I realized I shouldn't fell for. I fell in love which burn me at the end. I fell and this is for, I don't know how much I have fell for no reason. I fell and let myself die for anybody else. I'm wide awake for nothing I hurt myself without mercy. I wrecked all walls down. I let so many people in just to crash me down. I speak to mymind much but I can't speak it out. I fell for nothing. I hurt for nothing. I wrecked for nothing. I am nothing but real.

It smels like a burn woods when I found that still people doesn't have same house with the other. It looks like a dark night when I realized there's no place left for people out there. It feels like suicide when I knew that those things happened.

Maybe it is true that I am friends with lot of boys whom was really strange for me. Maybe it is true that I can spend whole night with somebody older than me. Maybe it is true that I am not afraid to drunk a day. Maybe it is true that I really want to dance in the rain. Well, what is maybe, it might be real. Yet I know that all of it is a possibilities problem.

Everybody make mistakes. Everybody learn to apologize. Everybody must forgive each other. Because everybody has chances