What am I Running for?
Well I have so many thoughts that running inside my head. Yes, they are. Somehow I know too many question had risen from those thoughts, and when it about to came out, I realized I couldn't asked it, not to anyone. No, not because those are disqualified, but, well, I just can't drive it direct into what answer I was once looking for. Weird, isn't it? Or maybe just stupid enough? ... my fave answer for myself in every question that crossed the line is only, "I don't know," . Yeah, well, not really don't know what to answer, but even myself cannot recognize what things I am questioning about, in other hand, it is important for my basic knowledge. I have learned so many things about what formal education taught in curriculum. I have followed it all, but still it doesn't enough. Damn it. What am I running for? What am I trying to get to? ... or did I just miss-spelled?